You said that the three readers you worked with earlier all said different things. I just wanted to touch on this. Every reader that you work with will pick up on different things. Most readers are honest, though there are some charlatans. The ones you have to beware of are the ones who charge exhorbitant fees and tell you things like "you have a curse on you and I am the only one who can remove it." This is always hogwash, and always indicates that its time to see another reader.
As I said on my website, I don't consider myself a professional reader, but people seem to appreciate my work, so I like to share it and hopefully help where I can. I hope I've been able to help you.
*Remember, if you would like a free reading, all you have to do is authorize me to share the results on this blog. I promise I won't reveal your real name.